Have you ever been so miserable you couldn’t stand yourself? That’s me! I am beyond miserable, and probably not very pleasant to be around. I wake up in pain, go to bed in pain, and go through my day in pain. Always pain is there. I am tired from lack of sleep due to pain. Oh and the stress that is there as much as the pain will not leave.
I have reached a point where I am lost. I do not know how I am going to survive financially, I have to deal with the kids dad getting out of prison in a week, and I am struggling with algebra to the point that I detest it. Maybe if I could concentrate and retain it I would do a bit better. But a passing grade of 80 has been hard for me to get and I am a week, almost two, behind.
I have no help with anything. My yard is a mess full of stupid crab apples that just have to fall off the tree, so tomorrow morning that is the chore. Then I get to figure out how to make $25.00 feed two of us for the next six days. The kids birthday is coming up and the need for school clothes is coming up. We won’t talk about the rent because the little amount I do get leaves nothing for the rent.
Yep I am lost in a financially destitute pain filled sleepless frustrating cycle.
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