Today the phone rang and on the other end was a voice I hadn’t heard in over two, almost three, years but knew so well. The ex. He wanted to talk to the kid and wants to see her. She was excited to talk to him and I have decided to let him come see her. I dread the visit; she is over the moon with excitement. I will see him tomorrow and I am feeling dread, curiosity and just plain not wanting to deal with any of this. I have all one thousand and one (or two) questions ready to fire.
I have also come to the conclusion that although I love my family I just plain live too close to them..way to close, like only a few places away too close to some. I am ready for a move, so ready, but the timing of my being ready and being able to do it just don’t make an equation.
Speaking of equations, I am still struggling with algebra and after this course get to move on to the more enjoyable (I am dripping with sarcasm at this point) college algebra. That is if I make it through this course.
I also see my new Dr this week(Dr number 1892) and right after that visit will be off for a much needed vacation, algebra in tow. I just can’t escape algebra. I dream algebra. Anyway I hope to get some great pictures and have some much needed alone time with the Mac.
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