So the ex and I took the kid school clothes shopping. I am still suffering from sticker shock. Either prices have gone way up on clothes or I just haven’t been paying attention! It takes less material to make her size clothing, so why is it that it costs as much as mine? Anyway.. It was weird. I haven’t been anywhere with the ex in well years, we were too busy fighting then he was out of town until they let him out. I kept looking at him and saying “This is weird” “Isn’t this weird”? “Really, this is so weird”. He even bought me a coffee no doubt to occupy my mouth so I wouldn’t keep repeating myself!
What really strikes me weird is that I feel no anger or resentment towards him and actually enjoyed myself for the most part except it was weird. When we got back I offered him a cup of coffee and he sat and visited and watched the kid add a pet she had bought (with money that was burning a hole in her nonexistent pocket) to her Wekinz collection. And that was also weird. The whole day was weird, yet I know him better than anyone so it shouldn’t have been so weird or should it have been?
Today was spent getting the things needed for the kids birthday party tomorrow and not much else. Time somehow got away from me and then my body decided to hurt so bad I can barely walk without pain. Must have been the three hours spent walking the mall store to bloody store. Did I mention I am not a fan of the mall and that the whole excursion was weird, really weird?
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